This post is dedicated to all those strangers who stepped in my life and made it worth living!!!cheersss!!!
Just a simple hi and hello sometimes lead to a great relationships...some are carried till the end and some are left behind!The one which are left behind are called hi hello one but few can be cherished till the end.
I m completing my 2nd year in city and honestly speaking thinking about the differences of relationships between this time is just too much.People who were a recent visitor to my life that time today are no more important to me.I wont blame anyone for it cause somewhere i am glad that it didnt worked out :D
Right now i am engaged with few of my friends, my family, my career,not to forget my all time supporter and yes a newbie in my life...we are friends for a short time but tend to know a lot about each other lets see where we go.....
Till then siaonara folks!!!!!
Thursday, June 9, 2011
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
A LESSON LEARNT!!!
STARTED MY DAY A BIT SCARED BECAUSE THE WHOLE NIGHT I SAW A BUNCH OF BAD DREAMS ONE AFTER THE ANOTHER!!SOME WERE UNREALISTIC WHEREAS SOME WHERE VERY REALISTIC!!BUT STILL SAT ON MY STUDY TABLE AND OBSERVED MY TIMETABLE AND REALIZED THAT IF I DONT MANAGE TO GET OUT OF THIS FLAT TODAY I WILL NOT BE ABLE TO GO OUT TILL MAY!!
HENCE I CALLED UP MY MOM AND ASKED TO GO OUT GIVING AN EXCUSE WHICH CANT BE DISCLOSED !AND THE SAME ANSWER NEITHER A YES NOR A NO SO I JUST TAUNTED HER SAYING EVERYDAY U GO OUT TO RELATIVE HOUSE BUT I SHOULD GO OUT CAUSE I M BUGGED UP HERE AND KEPT MY PHONE DOWN...
I WAS AGAIN IN THE ROOM DEVASTATED...MAULED...BUGGED...AND WITHOUT REALIZING SMALL TEARS STARTED COMING OUT OF MY EARS...FELT LIKE A BIRD IN A ROOM JUST LOOKING OUT TO GET OUT OF HERE...THOUGHTS CAME IN MY MIND TO SHUT THIS EMOTIONAL DRAMA AND STUDY BUT I WAS FAR TOO INJURED. THIS WAS NO MORE AN EMOTIONAL DRAMA IT WAS A TURMOIL...
I WANTED SOMEONE TO GUIDE ME. I THOUGHT OF MY BEST FRIEND FIRST BUT HE WAS UNAVAILABLE I TRIED 5 TIMES BUT NO ANSWER !!MY FEELING GROWED STRONG I WANTED TO TALK TO MY BOYFRIEND BUT HE WAS BUSY WITH HIS FRIENDS WATCHING A MOVIE !!BUT I REALLY THINK HE WILL NOT UNDERSTAND CAUSE HE IS WAY MORE STUD AND HAS NEVER BEEN IN MY SITUTATION.
I WAS NOT ABLE TO SEE ANYTHING NOW SO OPENED MY CUPBOARD AND KEPT MY CHOCOLATE BOX OUT !!I HOGGED A PACKET OF BOURNVILLE AND SOME OTHER TOFFEE TO COMPLETELY FORGET MY MALICE!!IT WORKED I WAS AGAIN NORMAL
WHEN I NEEDED SUPPORT NOBODY WAS THERE IT IS NOT THEIR MISTAKE JUST TIMING BUT I HAD THESE MATERIALISTIC THINGS !!WHY DO WE ALWAYS LOOK UP TO OUR PEOPLE .FOR ME IT WAS ALWAYS MATERIALISTIC THINGS THAT KEPT ME NORMAL AND NOW MY CELL PHONE IS OFF. I REALLY DNT CARE TODAY WHO NEEDS ME AND WHO NOT CAUSE WHEN THEY NEEDED ME I WAS ALWAYS THERE BUT AT MY TIME I WAS LEFT ALONE WITH THESE CHOCOLATES!!! IT IS CERTAINLY HURTING BUT AT LEAST I HAVE LEARN T A LESSON!!!!!
HENCE I CALLED UP MY MOM AND ASKED TO GO OUT GIVING AN EXCUSE WHICH CANT BE DISCLOSED !AND THE SAME ANSWER NEITHER A YES NOR A NO SO I JUST TAUNTED HER SAYING EVERYDAY U GO OUT TO RELATIVE HOUSE BUT I SHOULD GO OUT CAUSE I M BUGGED UP HERE AND KEPT MY PHONE DOWN...
I WAS AGAIN IN THE ROOM DEVASTATED...MAULED...BUGGED...AND WITHOUT REALIZING SMALL TEARS STARTED COMING OUT OF MY EARS...FELT LIKE A BIRD IN A ROOM JUST LOOKING OUT TO GET OUT OF HERE...THOUGHTS CAME IN MY MIND TO SHUT THIS EMOTIONAL DRAMA AND STUDY BUT I WAS FAR TOO INJURED. THIS WAS NO MORE AN EMOTIONAL DRAMA IT WAS A TURMOIL...
I WANTED SOMEONE TO GUIDE ME. I THOUGHT OF MY BEST FRIEND FIRST BUT HE WAS UNAVAILABLE I TRIED 5 TIMES BUT NO ANSWER !!MY FEELING GROWED STRONG I WANTED TO TALK TO MY BOYFRIEND BUT HE WAS BUSY WITH HIS FRIENDS WATCHING A MOVIE !!BUT I REALLY THINK HE WILL NOT UNDERSTAND CAUSE HE IS WAY MORE STUD AND HAS NEVER BEEN IN MY SITUTATION.
I WAS NOT ABLE TO SEE ANYTHING NOW SO OPENED MY CUPBOARD AND KEPT MY CHOCOLATE BOX OUT !!I HOGGED A PACKET OF BOURNVILLE AND SOME OTHER TOFFEE TO COMPLETELY FORGET MY MALICE!!IT WORKED I WAS AGAIN NORMAL
WHEN I NEEDED SUPPORT NOBODY WAS THERE IT IS NOT THEIR MISTAKE JUST TIMING BUT I HAD THESE MATERIALISTIC THINGS !!WHY DO WE ALWAYS LOOK UP TO OUR PEOPLE .FOR ME IT WAS ALWAYS MATERIALISTIC THINGS THAT KEPT ME NORMAL AND NOW MY CELL PHONE IS OFF. I REALLY DNT CARE TODAY WHO NEEDS ME AND WHO NOT CAUSE WHEN THEY NEEDED ME I WAS ALWAYS THERE BUT AT MY TIME I WAS LEFT ALONE WITH THESE CHOCOLATES!!! IT IS CERTAINLY HURTING BUT AT LEAST I HAVE LEARN T A LESSON!!!!!
Saturday, January 1, 2011
some great things i did during Christmas time!!!
1... on 30Th when i was just stuck in my books and was a bit sad that i couldn't use my MSG scheme and couldn't MSG....rite at that time i went into new MSG n typed different MSGes to different ppl who entered my life on 2010 n actually kept me rocking all year long...n the best one i wrote for my very close friend meetali!!!i thanked her n hoped that this wont be last year together!! this was undoubtedly best thing i did though there wasn't so warm response from her but i was happy that i took the initiatives
2.....i walked out of a crazy wild plan just because i do not support teenage drinking !!!!!!gosh any teenage gal would anytime opt for beer and boys!!!But yes i m different if i cant tell ppl not to do so at least i can tell the same to me!
3.... on 31st i ended my day with my love n watching sunset!!! man this is life
4....well i made new year resolution of losing weight and broke next day morning by eating a lot of chocolates ..i finally relieved myself from the baggage.....
will soon add images... work in progress
1... on 30Th when i was just stuck in my books and was a bit sad that i couldn't use my MSG scheme and couldn't MSG....rite at that time i went into new MSG n typed different MSGes to different ppl who entered my life on 2010 n actually kept me rocking all year long...n the best one i wrote for my very close friend meetali!!!i thanked her n hoped that this wont be last year together!! this was undoubtedly best thing i did though there wasn't so warm response from her but i was happy that i took the initiatives
2.....i walked out of a crazy wild plan just because i do not support teenage drinking !!!!!!gosh any teenage gal would anytime opt for beer and boys!!!But yes i m different if i cant tell ppl not to do so at least i can tell the same to me!
3.... on 31st i ended my day with my love n watching sunset!!! man this is life
4....well i made new year resolution of losing weight and broke next day morning by eating a lot of chocolates ..i finally relieved myself from the baggage.....
will soon add images... work in progress
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